The Chaos Bird

I thought I'll draw it more time... but it's inside me and it want to go out. I don't like many things around. I hope all ended well, but now I can see only chaos and I'm scared.
I'm drawing what I see and what I feel. Maybe some photos from me could be more sunny
But now - only smth near panic like "Futurism" MUSE.
Love everybody!
I promise to do smth colored and happy! =^_^=